and you wish you could turn back time. because there is this something that you would love to just... change. erase. this something that you would rather now do the other way.
and you just think...wow.
and there are some people you now wish you can erase from your life too. those people who just cant see themselves. those people who promise to be loyal to you, who promise to always be there. those people who youd kill youself for only to be betrayed and left with nothing.
and i wish i could do that. erase and not care, just like how some people do it. but i couldnt. i still have that ache in me. and i cant erase it.
and when you miss someone so much that it hurts, you just want to run away from it. the level of intensity scares you.
and... you wish you just turn back time. back to when everything actually made sense, even in the middle of the chaos, everything.
and right now. you know that whatever you say, at the end of the day... you're still alone. and that you will always be this way.
and you just think...wow.
and there are some people you now wish you can erase from your life too. those people who just cant see themselves. those people who promise to be loyal to you, who promise to always be there. those people who youd kill youself for only to be betrayed and left with nothing.
and i wish i could do that. erase and not care, just like how some people do it. but i couldnt. i still have that ache in me. and i cant erase it.
and when you miss someone so much that it hurts, you just want to run away from it. the level of intensity scares you.
and... you wish you just turn back time. back to when everything actually made sense, even in the middle of the chaos, everything.
and right now. you know that whatever you say, at the end of the day... you're still alone. and that you will always be this way.
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