i am apparently going to london as decided by both my brother and me. his birthday is on the 2nd of january so... i would have to be there with him by then. i cant wait. i hope to see the friends over there but that remains to be seen on whether or not they are around in london. party~
so, this week has been so mellow... and slow... i just cant wait for it to end and for next week to start. my lessons were okay but it is the same old same old and i couldnt really handle these kinds of situations where a routine becomes a...routine.
i cut my hair...put on highlights... and gave myself a new look. wont post pictures here, maybe on facebook if it appears but definitely not posting it on just so everyone can see my 'new look'. HAHAHA. but it was well worth it, but a continuation of a bad habit where when i feel like i have hit rock bottom i go cut my hair... :p i doubt i would have long hair at all, since i am have moments where i do feel a bit errr.
i also finally bought proper pillows. :P
and i love my place. it does feel like home to me. maybe that is why i cancelled my trip as well. i was planning on marseille. bought the tix but cancelled it on the last minute... due to some things. like, classes that i decided not to miss. and actually face things here rather than running away. vague much...
anyway, i havent started on my 2009's resolution. i should start... like maybe get a draft even. tsk tsk. one thing in it for sure is... to remind myself that "fumer tue" and so i should stop. but its hard. with the package at brunei hall waiting... GAH. maybe after that? :) i dont know what else should be on my list. i am thinking of something to do with sweat... like running... yeah that should be in it. i want my list to be short and simple and easy to follow yet giving me some kind of a ... path. i remember last year my list also incluse a sub-list where i had my TEN musts in a guy. it was meant to prevent me from going out with anyone as the things i put in the lists were near-impossible. HAHA. but i found the 10. guitar skills. smart. handsome. same taste in music. impure. HAHAHA. but u get the idea. now i am not having that sub-list anymore.
long distance relationship... is hard. but i am keeping that. and i have my reasons and part of it is to not give up. (hey, that should be on my list!! :P )
i am off to sleep. i am at bonnay with my very good friends and we had just set up a christmas tree! it was fun, my first time. putting up the decorations while listening to merry music... and then you realise that maybe...youre not really alone after all... =)
so, this week has been so mellow... and slow... i just cant wait for it to end and for next week to start. my lessons were okay but it is the same old same old and i couldnt really handle these kinds of situations where a routine becomes a...routine.
i cut my hair...put on highlights... and gave myself a new look. wont post pictures here, maybe on facebook if it appears but definitely not posting it on just so everyone can see my 'new look'. HAHAHA. but it was well worth it, but a continuation of a bad habit where when i feel like i have hit rock bottom i go cut my hair... :p i doubt i would have long hair at all, since i am have moments where i do feel a bit errr.
i also finally bought proper pillows. :P
and i love my place. it does feel like home to me. maybe that is why i cancelled my trip as well. i was planning on marseille. bought the tix but cancelled it on the last minute... due to some things. like, classes that i decided not to miss. and actually face things here rather than running away. vague much...
anyway, i havent started on my 2009's resolution. i should start... like maybe get a draft even. tsk tsk. one thing in it for sure is... to remind myself that "fumer tue" and so i should stop. but its hard. with the package at brunei hall waiting... GAH. maybe after that? :) i dont know what else should be on my list. i am thinking of something to do with sweat... like running... yeah that should be in it. i want my list to be short and simple and easy to follow yet giving me some kind of a ... path. i remember last year my list also incluse a sub-list where i had my TEN musts in a guy. it was meant to prevent me from going out with anyone as the things i put in the lists were near-impossible. HAHA. but i found the 10. guitar skills. smart. handsome. same taste in music. impure. HAHAHA. but u get the idea. now i am not having that sub-list anymore.
long distance relationship... is hard. but i am keeping that. and i have my reasons and part of it is to not give up. (hey, that should be on my list!! :P )
i am off to sleep. i am at bonnay with my very good friends and we had just set up a christmas tree! it was fun, my first time. putting up the decorations while listening to merry music... and then you realise that maybe...youre not really alone after all... =)
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