have you ever felt like you are in a tunnel and you cant seem to find your way out? that everywhere you see is darkness. have you ever been slapped on the face with a force so strong, you feel completely numb after that? not just physically but by words. have you ever felt like nothing could hurt you until you find yet another thing that does and you see the world as you rebuilt it, crash for oh-the-unknownth-time.
have you ever felt like you are just afraid to cry because you are afraid of a breakdown? have you ever felt so lonely you are simply going crazy inside?
what is more, have you ever felt so tired of feeling like these... yet you hold on. because that is the only thing you can do.
have you ever had the SAME words being thrown at you oh-so-many times by different people and yet you still repeat the same mistakes by just letting people get into your life and affect your feelings? have you ever been thought as...crazy? have you ever felt like you have your heart being slowly twisted, cut, squeezed and you are simply...helpless?
have you... ever felt like you want to run away so bad but you keep on running in circles instead? have you ever missed so many people without even knowing why, and that it actually hurts?
have you ever felt like you are seen as somebody you are simply not yet you feel like you HAVE to be that person as that is what is expected from you? have you ever felt like you just want to... let go and cry but being unable to because you HAVE to be strong?
do you know how tiring it is to hear people telling you off and keep on telling you to be strong and strong and strong... when you know deep inside you are not?
well, whatever. i am not so sure myself.
have you ever felt like you are just afraid to cry because you are afraid of a breakdown? have you ever felt so lonely you are simply going crazy inside?
what is more, have you ever felt so tired of feeling like these... yet you hold on. because that is the only thing you can do.
have you ever had the SAME words being thrown at you oh-so-many times by different people and yet you still repeat the same mistakes by just letting people get into your life and affect your feelings? have you ever been thought as...crazy? have you ever felt like you have your heart being slowly twisted, cut, squeezed and you are simply...helpless?
have you... ever felt like you want to run away so bad but you keep on running in circles instead? have you ever missed so many people without even knowing why, and that it actually hurts?
have you ever felt like you are seen as somebody you are simply not yet you feel like you HAVE to be that person as that is what is expected from you? have you ever felt like you just want to... let go and cry but being unable to because you HAVE to be strong?
do you know how tiring it is to hear people telling you off and keep on telling you to be strong and strong and strong... when you know deep inside you are not?
well, whatever. i am not so sure myself.
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