Epic Frequency

i miss something that i used to do a lot. i miss singing. i really miss it. i miss singing and jamming with the band. i miss the smelly jamming studios in brunei. i miss the thrill of getting a song right after endless practices. i miss performing in front of a crowd, drinking in our music. i miss that. i miss singing ballads. i miss that. i miss doing the thing i love most. singing.

for many years, i havent been really active in that. i guess i took singing for granted. and now i cant help but think all those hours of practice, those lessons are gone to waste... i feel so... dormant. i want to sing. i have so much energy inside me and i want to sing. eeee. i have been listening to the songs i used to sing with the band and i have this... slight pain inside. i miss them. the epic frequency we call ourselves... doz, jimi, farhan, sylvan, ziman and me. we've been through a lot and now, apart, i really feel a loss. i didnt really get the chance to say a proper goodbye to them before i leave... i guess cause it was also hard for me to leave the country... and maybe the fact that i wont be singing much here...

i miss that. the thrill. but i wont give up. i think i am gonna look for something to do... to the band, if you are reading this, please know i love you and i miss you...

=) Epic Frequency For Life.